Taking Your Pain to God
Psalm 41
To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.
1Blessed is the one who considers
the poor! In the day of trouble the Lord delivers him;
2the Lord protects him and keeps
him alive; he is called blessed in the land; you do not give him up to the will
of his enemies.
3The Lord sustains him on his
sickbed; in his illness you restore him to full health.
4As for me, I said, “O Lord, be
gracious to me; heal me, for I have sinned against you!”
5My enemies say of me in malice, “When
will he die, and his name perish?”
6And when one comes to see me, he
utters empty words, while his heart gathers iniquity; when he goes out, he
tells it abroad.
7All who hate me whisper together
about me; they imagine the worst for me.
8They say, “A deadly thing is
poured out on him; he will not rise again from where he lies.”
9Even my close friend in whom I
trusted, who ate my bread, has lifted his heel against me.
10But you, O Lord, be gracious to
me, and raise me up, that I may repay them!
11By this I know that you delight
in me: my enemy will not shout in triumph over me.
12But you have upheld me because
of my integrity, and set me in your presence forever.
13Blessed be the Lord, the God of
Israel, from everlasting to everlasting! Amen and Amen.
This is one of those Psalms that is difficult for me to
relate to. I don’t know how it feels to be surrounded by hateful enemies. God
has been so gracious to me in this way, for I know that there are those who are
in such situations. It would shake me to my core to know that there are people
who actually wish me dead.
But the place where I can relate to David and this Psalm is
in the honest outpouring of his pain before the Lord. Reading the Psalms can
give liberation to your heart. David models for us utter and complete honesty
about his pain before the Lord. He holds nothing back and doesn’t try to
sugarcoat his fears. We get to do the same. I have a grandchild who talks out
his frustrations – to himself. When he’s been scolded or is angry about
something he goes off by himself and talks himself down. You can tell where he’s
at in the process because his angry words become calmer and quieter. He walks
back into our presence with calm in his heart. This is exactly what David does
only he goes before the Lord with his words. He’s not talking to the empty air.
He has a listening ear and a caring Heart that hears every word and understands
every emotion. God cares about what we care about and that is amazing. Let me
have you read that again – God cares about what you care about. It’s okay to tell
Him about it with all of the emotional energy that you can muster. And chances
are very good that when you have shared your heart with Him, you too will be
able to say, Blessed be the Lord from
everlasting to everlasting!
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