Painful Obedience
Mark 14:32–42
32 And they
went to a place called Gethsemane. And he said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” 33 And he took with him Peter and James and John, and
began to be greatly distressed and troubled. 34 And he said to them, “My
soul is very sorrowful, even to death. Remain here and watch.” 35 And going a little
farther, he fell on the ground and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour
might pass from him. 36 And
he said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for
you. Remove this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.” 37 And he came and found
them sleeping, and he said to Peter, “Simon, are you
asleep? Could you not watch one hour? 38 Watch and pray that you may
not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is
weak.” 39 And
again he went away and prayed, saying the same words. 40 And again he came and
found them sleeping, for their eyes were very heavy, and they did not know what
to answer him. 41 And
he came the third time and said to them, “Are you still
sleeping and taking your rest? It is enough; the hour has come. The Son of Man
is betrayed into the hands of sinners. 42 Rise, let us be going; see,
my betrayer is at hand.”
On numerous occasions in the Gospel we are told that Jesus
separated Himself from everyone else and went to be alone with the Father in prayer. On
this most poignant of prayer times, we are allowed a glimpse into the pain and
struggle that Jesus walked through on His way to the cross. There will be
brutal beating, shocking humiliation, untold suffering. But one must wonder if
this moment, when the sins of humanity came crushing down, wasn’t the worst of
it.
I’ve often wondered if the miserable failure of Peter,
James, and John wasn’t “assisted” by the Holy Spirit. They were Jesus’ comrades
and “best friends”, if you will. And yet when their Friend is in the greatest
struggle ever to beset anyone, they fall into sleep. Part of me wonders if that
wasn’t because the redemption of mankind was the work of Jesus alone, and there
could be no one who could say, “I helped Him through it.” Had I been one of
those three, that failure may have haunted my days.
In Jesus’ Gethsemane prayer, we find a role model for
perfect submission to the will of the Father. He doesn’t hesitate to share His heart
and feelings with the Father, but neither does He refuse to obey what the Lord
had decreed will happen. I do find it interesting that we are given this window
into His thinking and can see that our redemption was His choice. He could have
said, “I’m not going to do it.” But instead we are the grateful recipients of
His obedience.
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