What’s Your Focus?
Psalm 143
A Psalm of David.
1Hear my prayer, O Lord; give ear
to my pleas for mercy! In your faithfulness answer me, in your righteousness!
2Enter not into judgment with
your servant, for no one living is righteous before you.
3For the enemy has pursued my
soul; he has crushed my life to the ground; he has made me sit in darkness like
those long dead.
4Therefore my spirit faints
within me; my heart within me is appalled.
5I remember the days of old; I
meditate on all that you have done; I ponder the work of your hands.
6I stretch out my hands to you;
my soul thirsts for you like a parched land. Selah
7Answer me quickly, O Lord! My
spirit fails! Hide not your face from me, lest I be like those who go down to
the pit.
8Let me hear in the morning of
your steadfast love, for in you I trust. Make me know the way I should go, for
to you I lift up my soul.
9Deliver me from my enemies, O
Lord! I have fled to you for refuge.
11For your name’s sake, O Lord,
preserve my life! In your righteousness bring my soul out of trouble!
12And in your steadfast love you
will cut off my enemies, and you will destroy all the adversaries of my soul,
for I am your servant.
I have a relative
who currently sits in jail. She has lived fast and hard and made some seriously
bad decisions. I rarely hear from her – except when she’s in trouble. Then she
calls or pings me on Facebook. And what she is always looking for is money;
usually for bail. My heart goes out to her, but rarely my pocketbook. I could
offer her a temporary fix for her problems by sending her cash, but we all know
that wouldn’t actually help. And I’m always scared that any financial help I
send will be spent on drugs. At one point she claimed to
have “found God” and would I send her some cash, so she could help the poor.
She thought she knew my soft spot. I didn’t do it. She was angry with me and
called me unchristian.
How often do we treat
God like the woman treats me? No contact or relationship unless calamity
strikes. I see it all the time and it’s difficult for me to refrain from
pointing out the hypocrisy of it all. But then I remember that I can be the
same way, tripping through life like I’m in charge. When disaster strikes,
suddenly I’m looking for God to provide some help. (Actually, I try very hard
not to be that person, but sometimes . . . )
David is saying the
opposite here. He’s reminding God that he not someone who looks to God only
when he’s in trouble. He asks to be judged not on the basis of his record but
on the basis of his relationship with God. He is not interested in the
Lord only to be bailed out in a crisis, but he thirsts for a relationship with
God that will regulate his whole life. And if you read David’s whole story, you
find that he does see himself fairly accurately, as this prayer would indicate. He was, as God called him, a
man after God’s own heart.
My meditation on this psalm swirled around one verse this morning:
Teach me to do your will, for you are my
God! Let your good Spirit lead me on level ground! Let Your good Spirit
lead me. There’s the answer at all times – allowing the Holy Spirit to lead our
work, our leisure, our relationships, and our worship. When the Spirit leads, I
am not as prone to calling on God only when I’m in trouble. I don’t have to
make those prison phone calls. Instead the direct line is always open and God
and I can just talk – about everything – just like David.
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